Heartbeats

Beat, Beat.
So this is how it feels to know where your heart is...
Comfortable
Warm
Soft
But yearning...
Wishing time together went on forever and time apart would dart...
Beat, Beat.
But I can't help but feel hesitant
scared, if you will
What have I lost while my heart was in war?
What has yours told you while I was away?
Do you still love me the way you did before?
Or has your need lessened...
Beat, Beat.
Because I know I'm the same bleeding heart lover you knew before...just with a few more stitches in the seams.
Has my journey cost us the long run? Because I can't bare the thought of finishing it without you...
Tell me your thoughts....
Your concerns
Ask me anything you need to know.
Because I'm an open book, yours to study to your need.
Because though my heart is now in the right place, I need to know if yours is still beating in time...with mine.